The poem is dedicated to well, never mind. It will be part of a new series called 2010, since all the other series of poems are a bit outdated already. Feel free to peek into my whole portfolio of free poems

Dreamer

Sometimes things ain’t right,
Even if they look fine,
maybe I should fight,
or just dream that you’d be mine.

I may seem so very strong,
but within I’m very weak,
here all alone…
Lonely silenced, I can’t speak.

Every word I utter
Everything I say
Makes me feel very eager
to have here one day.

Is it just a far fetched dream?
A nightmare? A sweet one?
I don’t know…
For all, I’m just a dreamer,
who slowly comes to love you so.

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I just found this piece that she eventually dedicated to me back then around 2006-2007, which I really hope you’d come to enjoy.

“Huli Na”
Gawa ni: Izy Bautista

Bakit ngayo’y ako’y aalis?
Ngayon ikaw ay aking mahal na mahal…
Sadyang kay sama ng tadhana’t
Pagiibigan nati’y di nagtatagal…

Wala lang naman eh
Ikaw lang naman ang iniisip
Siguro tanging hanggang panaginip
Tayo’y magmamahalan
At duoy di mangiwan…

Huli na para ibalik
Ang init ng bawat halik
Nung tayo’y magkasama sa kwarto
At nakikinig sa mga awitin ng radio…

Kaybilis lumisan
Kaybilis sabihin
Na di mangiiwan
Ngunit tadhana lamang
Ang nakakaalam…

Subalit, duoy sa malayo
Parang maging ikaw parin
Ang tanging isip
Ang tibok ng puso…

Ba’t ayaw mangako na ako’y babalik?
Ba’t susuko sa unang halik?
Tanging ang panginoon lamang
Ang syang nakaalam…

Sana’y tigilan na ang pagiiyak
Sa isa huli kong yakap…
Magpapaalam na ako sayo…

Sana’y tayo’y magkita pa,
Sa ngayo’y, ito’y HULI NA…

I may not have updated for some time, but I doesn’t mean that this blog is running down the river, I’ll post as often as I can something like this what is on my mind this very moment as I am writing.

The following poem talks about love, just like all of these poems here do, or should I say most of them? It talks about love from a heart, a lone heart that is loning for some love and.. just read on to find out.

The Lone Valentine
By: Kevin Paquet
I remember, I was at my room
Lying in my bed and thinking…
I was looking up the sky, the moon,
Wishing that the sun would be shining…

Not in real but in my heart,
not so warm but warm enough…
To fill this empty space in me,
and make me feel not this lonely…

How could I end up this very way,
with no one near close to a mile,
I wish to fade this very day,
until there’s someone to make me smile…

I long so long for some love
this day of valentines
I long for a something that I once had
The love of you and mine…

Yet everything is gone right now,
and I am left with a broken soul,
but I know that I must somehow,
look out and move on after all…

The poem is quite long, and doesn’t sound as good as my other creations, but still, I find it good enough that I can share it to all of you. I badly need something new here, else this poetry website of mine will die out.

Here’s the first stanza of the poem:

Just can’t understand your ways,
why you kept me hanging these days,
my heart is so broken,
and it’s thorn up from inside…

Read the whole poem at Teen Philippines

I'm the loner boy, how about you?

Although, being a loner is not really applicable for me right now (since I’ve made a bunch of friends lately in school), I still want to share this poem that I have written during the 3rd week since school start for this school year of mine.

I wrote this (again) during classes, it was the 4th period I guess. I had really nothing better to do. This poem talks about a little lonely stuff, is quiet short and complex. But anyways, to get a new post out, here is Loneliness.

Loneliness

Yet another from Kevin Paquet

I haven’t talked yet that much,
so much left unspoken..
Dunno whom to approach,
to let go this weary feeling…

I haven’t had that many friends,
haven’t had accompaniment..
No one with me, here to journey,
I’m all alone, sad and lonely…

Since the day that I was born,
was the time I start to mourn..
Nevertheless, still so poignant,
But I just simply can’t…

Cannot stand this awful fact,
cannot stand this pain..
How I keep longing to find someone,
to finally make an oh true friend…

At the Tempest is a composition that has been written on the 23rd of June, this year. I wrote it at the classroom during our Physics time. Though there’s no one I’ve intentionally dedicated this poem to; it appears to suit Marbie the most, and that’s why I’ll gonna release it under the KP Creations Season 7, “MK Batch 08″.

At the Tempest

Knowles here in silence..
I shall reminisce..
All the memories and moments..
And everything I’ve missed…

Burden drawn on faces,
sadness in my heart..
Weary poignant feelings,
start tearing me apart…

Deep in mind, in soul,
I’m so wounded and so down..
And here then, after all,
Here I now start to mourn…

Innocent and broken,
dyin’y from within..
My life sense is slowly fading,
and my story nears its end…

Believe me I don’t want to,
hurt you all the time..
Believe me it is true..
All I want you’s to be mine…

At the tempest very scene,
all the words paired up..
All I used to mean,
what I slowly had to give up…

The gry so crystal clear,
the pain so deep subside..
The cries that I have heard..
And the love, that now has died…

The poem speaks about love again, this time, a broken heart will speak to you. Hehe. As this poem was one of the last verses that I have dedicated to the person I talked about in the latter post of mine here. Here it goes, just as the title says it. Kiss You Goodbye..

Kiss Yah Goodbye..

I am wounded, I am down..
I’ve been turned up from inside..
I am bleeding, I now mourn..
Can’t believe I’ve lost you tonight..

What in heck had I done wrong?
For all these errors, kept undone..
As I may not alter, our paths, our ways..
All I can do.. Is keep all those days..

Why is life so unfair?
Why`s there hatred and dispair?
Why oh why do I need..
To be hurt, and to bleed..

It’s difficult to understand,
and very hard to take..
You just don’t know what it caused,
all the pain all the heart ache..

I had waited for all time,
for you and your love to be mine..
But it seems that I’ve failed us..
and to move on now, it seems I must..

I know, it sounds very weird
Lots of mistakes in words assembled..
But don’t you feel what I have felt?
All I had that I have gambled..

And everything ends a tragic way
All is lost in a sudden,
need to get up my feet again,
as our story now, must end..

We used to treat ea other more..
Than we had ever done it before..
As it now has slowly faded..
and my love for you..
has ended…

I usually do not present this poem to anyone, nor in public, because this is my asset in times when a relationship becomes blurry and nears the break up. It has often served as a way out of trouble for the mean time and kept the relationship going for some time longer.

AFRAID THAT THIS LOVE WILL FADE AWAY

I can’t hide that i still love you
i know
i’ve made you hurt
i hope that with this last poem of mine
you will realize
that i regret
the bad things i did to you

The love i have still shines
like light
my heart of pain
still beats your name
open you eyes, open your mind
i beg you to stay,
before this love will fade away..

I am afraid,
i know i’ve hurt you
look deep
inside your heart
i believe i’m there
to stay
say that you’ll be back today
BEFORE THIS LOVE WILL FADE AWAY..

Honestly speaking, I wrote the following poem in hassle, just to get out an entry for today, but anyways, I hope that you like this poem that you are about to read, at least; it’s freshly created by me, just a couple of minutes ago ^^,)

I MISS OLD DAYS

Way back when I was innocent,
the time I haven’t yet known love..
The days when I felt very fine,
and had everything I wish I have..

All the days that passed,
all that I’ve been through..
all the old days I am missing,
like it hasn’t been that true..

The time I used to play with friends,
upon the hills and shores..
On the field playin’ basketball,
way down low and more..

But now, I’m frightened, feeling scared..
There’s no turning back no more..
I feel lonely and very sad..
Look what I’ve become right now..

Don’t you miss those smiles?
Your parents gave you every time..
Don’t you miss the lovely times?
When parents used to call you mine..

And now, here in my life..
They treat me like some crap..
Like those old days were never true..
And all old days,
were never true..

The gry of childhood deep in me,
the tempest sorrow of my heart..
How much I wish to go back,
the time when all I had..

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This poem was written a year or two back, during the creation of a novel-like story known as Wonderful Life on SG.COM, it’s based on a true story, a true event that has taken place in my life, and hers. Our Destiny was simply, not meant to be.

DESTINY

As weeks passed
And time has judged
The feeling i have inside
I knew then that destiny
Lets me stick on you so tight…

Without your smile each single day
I’m living
Without a look into your soul
Nothing i would have right now
There wouldn’t be dust nor wind
Just a plain ‘nothing’ after all..

Survived heartaches and pain
Can’t stand the long term of suffering
Of what i’d regret
Despite i was praying and dreaming again
And you didn’t came along
Alone now i must try to be so strong…

Believed in words spoken with regret
Dreamed dreams about to be
But nothing from them to hear about yet

Since Destiny led me this very way to your heart
And destiny did took us thousand years apart
I still dream that someday
I’ll find a special place
So that in your heart,
I’ll stay..

Destiny doesn’t knows any mercy
Destiny wanted these things to be
Impowered by emotions
Succeeded through dissappointment
finally i made it through,
and with this dedications made for you…